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punishersal

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  1. Is WoT worth coming back to?

    1. king_spaniel

      king_spaniel

      Easy answer: hell fucking no

    2. Vindi
    3. punishersal

      punishersal

      Okay then. Thanks for your answers.

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  2. Kinda dont want to drink tonight again but guess that is the only thing to do now.

  3. Weather is wat. Haven't had this much snow whole winter as in last 3 days. Was sunny and really warm last saturday (+8c). After that, 3 days of nonstop snow and even rain combined.

  4. Out of interest opened WoT site and read list of changes for current patch. Dafuq with all that shitload of buffs to German(?) vehicles?

  5. Remembering times when I was in clan and someone posted this:

     

  6. iDrink

    1. punishersal

      punishersal

      I hate myself when Im sober. Im shy, no self-confidence, afraid of fucking too much things. 

  7. Fuck this. After first half of can of beer I can feel all depressive and sad feeling floating away instantly. I want to drop drinking new year. Gona be damn hard it seems.

    1. MacusFlash

      MacusFlash

      I don't drink for a half of year just because I don't want to do so. You can do this.

    2. CoolOff
  8. Yay, looks like my WoT account still exists. wut do with it? I dont think Im going to return to WoT ever again

    1. SkittlesOfSteeI
    2. Folterknecht
    3. Deus__Ex__Machina

      Deus__Ex__Machina

      Sell it, I sold mine for 350$ when I quit. 

  9. I want to stop drinking as much as right now, but feels like my life is going to be literally empty then. When others go out with friends, I drink. Alone in silence. Sometimes a bottle every day and at weekend more. Feels like its not right. But booze just lets my mind flow away from that fucking depresssive feeling.

    Also, tries dating... Well, at least I tried.

    1. Jug0sLovEn

      Jug0sLovEn

      Try playing games more, atleast you wont be drinking because games are a great stress-release (just dont play wot all the time ofc cause ■)

    2. punishersal

      punishersal

      Sadly I lost any interest in games a while ago. And wot is the evil I dont want to return to :D

    3. OperatorError

      OperatorError

      Unsolicited advice: Try working out. Best vice NA is chasing that post-workout high IMO.

      Also way healthier, and helps with that dating thing, which helps with that depression thing.

  10. About 1,5 months in new job but feeling like Im too slow learner and just frustrate employer. Its a totally different field from what I did at school and havent done much of current job things in life, but still feels dem bad.

    1. clownshoes2

      clownshoes2

      I felt the same way but I always told myself this. If they didn't think you could do the job, they wouldn't have hired you in the first place.

    2. Medjed

      Medjed

      As long as he keeps you don't quit it yourself. Even if it's slowly, you still learn and improve. Be sure they ain't charity and that they will fire you if they ain't satisfied with you. To me looks like you're underestimating yourself way too much.

    3. clownshoes2

      clownshoes2

      Good employees that want to learn and show up every day and get better are an investment. Just keep pushing forward and owning up to your mistakes when they happen, and they will. Just learn from them and never make them again.

  11. Anyone knows\is there electronic component which at first charges itself and only then allows current to flow through it?

    1. Assassin7

      Assassin7

      Capacitor?

      Though i think that still allows current while charging.

      Either that or an Inductor. But im not sure there is a single component that allows current through ONLY after fully charging (though I do think it would be possible to make one with capacitors and such)

  12. Happy birthday to me. Now I drink oke

    1. Kitten

      Kitten

      happy birthday man :) hope shit's getting better

    2. punishersal

      punishersal

      Thanks! Still fighting to get things better

    3. Medjed

      Medjed

      H-Bday buddy ol' pal :party:

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  13. Impossible to play anything with eGPU using some of latest nVidia drivers. Game has lag stop each 4-5-6 seconds. While using older drivers, games run fine. And Im still alive.

  14. The more I drink/spend time between people the more I see how shit my life is actually. Last chance is to go and work off that year aboard. If that doesnt help, then I might jusy aswell just get done with this.

    1. punishersal

      punishersal

      I dunno. Maybe I just go and forget everything.

      I just have ao much shit inside me, I dont know how to tell

    2. Sergeant_Fgt

      Sergeant_Fgt

      If you got friends you can trust, its often a good thing to just talk. Good friends understand, no matter what it is.
      While trying to forget something is effective short-term ( a lot of ppl drink, my mum did so for example - I do not recommend this obv ), its not a permanent solution on its own. In case you want to get rid of stuff in your life, best thing is to work something out. Same thing with getting over somebody when you break up, best solution is keep on and do something fulfilling, maybe meet a new guy/girl while doing so.

    3. kolni

      kolni

      Working abroad isn't only a new place to see, it's also a place to meet new people. I don't know how you feel about socialising and having to put yourself out there for a while, but it usually pays off. Even if you have a lot of weight on your shoulders there's bound to be people willing to listen, try to understand and bond with. I don't think it's fair to oneself to accept something you aren't happy with. 

      I'd personally take the offer and cut your losses. Who knows if you even want to go back? The job might be the same, but as I said it's new people and that means absolutely everything for a job. 

      There's bound to be people that like you for you and genuinely care about you, you just gotta have the courage to stick it out until you find them

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  15. Harry Potter and the Philosophe'rs swastika Harry Potter and the secret gas chamber Harry Potter and the Reich's goblet Harry Potter and the Ahnenerbe Medal Harry Potter and the blood half Reichfuhrer Harry Potter and the Fuhrer's gits
  16. Another night another liter of booze

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    1. Medjed

      Medjed

      Press the bomb....what kind of shitty advice is that :serb:

    2. punishersal

      punishersal

      When the man is killing you, man, you press the bomb

  18. My life is a sinking ship and its time to abandon it

  19. This seems imo the best option so far. Nothing gets removed and nothing gets nerfed. So arty players dont have to scream "dont remove arty". Even just one check box, like with game modes, would do. But also that might create increased arty count in games for those who want to play with arty. From other side, there are enough, probably, people who dont know about option to disable game modes and there still would be plenty of people "willing" to play with arty. Anyways, if this gets implemented, I even would play WoT again.
  20. So, today starts special celebration in my country. In these following 2 days, everybody (kinda everybody) drinks beer (a lot), eats home made cheese and cook meat.

    1. Wewum

      Wewum

      Have fun!

    2. Medjed

      Medjed

      That sound like a life everyone could get used to, every day!

    3. punishersal

      punishersal

      Yeah, everybody would get used to it. Its like you can get drunk in public and nobody (even police) can do anything. ( i have kinda tested it). Because if you dont gave any booze in your blood that night, you better have a really good explanation...

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  21. Found this on some russian page Imo, because of "unique and un-usual TOP" it seems that he means all of Tier 10 tanks in SWE tree.
  22. I think I have finally found what Im actually interested in. I need money for courses. Friend is suggesting me to go work aboard in same company he did. Its some storage work but still payment is much better than I would get here. A year there would give me some financial reserves. But thing is that its hard to decide just because its far away.

    1. TheMarine0341

      TheMarine0341

      Do it. Theres a bigger world out there apart from your little space

    2. Kitten

      Kitten

      Do it. 

    3. NoobestNoob
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  23. Hello again depreasive feeling. When only thing I can think about is how to get rid of myself. I thought I got done with it. Or is it just waiting and reminding me to get done.

    1. FavreFan4ever

      FavreFan4ever

      Hang in there. You're stronger than you think you are.

    2. Medjed

      Medjed

      m8 if anyone here knows what you're talking about believe me it's me and i know how fucked up you feel and everything, but it's not worth it....just do things that make you feel better and occupy yourself with something and soon enough you'll be distracted from it and won't be really beating yourself over about it.....

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