It's not harsh, it's the truth of this game. The "heads in the wrong direction" thing is just a forum title you have here, and looking at your stats, you really do head in the wrong direction.
Hit ratio doesn't really mean anything, but unless you take a lot of blind shots in your E 100, 68% is very low. It probably means you're fighting at too long range for what the E 100 is good at.
A winrate of 45% is also very low, but not surprising when you play an E 100 and have no idea what you are doing or are supposed to do. Being top tier, there are certain things you have to know and d