I'm starting to understand why do shitters enjoy the game despite their horrible performance. As I've been getting better (thanks wotlabs) I expect more and more from myself but while I'm not near any top purples I notice I'm satisfied with fewer and fewer results. 3800 DPG session in a JTiger feels meh since there were no monster battles there. I just did what I expected. A few 5-6k battles, a few worse ones but I'd probably be only really happy with a monster carry.
On the other hand when I was a shitter even doing 3-3.5k in a t9 tank was a celebration. You are happy with less so it kinda makes sense shitters still play the game despite bad results