I have no idea how you people have stood playing high tier all of these years. Not even joking, players in tanks actually get worse at cooperating the longer they play. By the time they hit 15k games they literally sabotage each other because each one of them thinks they're now The Chosen One destined to fulfill The Prophecy by single-handedly defeating the entire enemy team.
welp, found out i have autism? diagnosed at 24 is goddamn late.. i don't even know what to do now with that information? do i just continue doing me or do i need to change.. i'm genuinely unable to decide how to feel about it.. im not sad at all but im not exactly happy about getting diagnosed either
(that probably explains why i dedicated a major part of my life to a game i wanted to quit and never seemed able to , still haven't for some reason unbeknownst to me)
the pieces fall together.... i don't think sane people force themselves through the torture like i'm doing