You know that vague concept where they tell you about growth etc? Found a perfect way to measure it, for myself: instead of raging at the game and it's core mechanics like rng, I nowadays rage at myself for playing like shit. It is not less depressing but atleast I get to feel that rage infused euphoria every so often.
Any Murovanka advice? South spawn specifically. Vast majority of the time the forest just gets absolutely swarmed and dunked on. Winrate has dropped from 70% to 50% after the reworks. Should I just be base camping? Is forest just trash now?